I guess people change over times . I just have to accept this change. It's their life they can live it the world they want to. You have change a lot since you get more 'popular' I guess. Now I think that you put boys as the first priority instead of us. Maybe im too sensitive ? It having been one time since you last min ps me. How many time you ps me i still treat you like my best friend I guess I'm wrong eh. I shouldn't think too much as you guys will be leaving me one day. I guess I'm not a girl that gets angry easily at friends and won't say what I'm feeling directly to them that's why I always get forgotten a lot of times . They will walk so far away while I'm at the back struggling with my bag. I guess I don't have a true friend that I can rely on an accompany me through thick and thin . People tends to leave you .

Breakup is a phase of life that everyone have to face actually not everyone but those who are in a unstable relationship. Breakups may be heartbreaking and hard to deal with but you still have to get over it and move on even if you still really love that person . Breakup happens when ones relationship is becoming more and more unstable and the feeling are drifting more further apart. One person stops trying and the feelings ain't that strong anymore . You may be the one getting dump or you dumping others. It's still a very painful process. After breakups people tends to regret their action , become desperate and end up begging the person to come back to you. I find this phrase " once you lost something very precious you tends to regret it and know it's importance." very true. For those people who are dumped they tend to think " am I not good enough for people?" or "i will never find someone like him again" . However this is not true. Don't let this breakup lower your self-esteem . If you think of this breakup in a negative light you will always see things negatively and you will feel the loneliness in you. Give yourself few days to reciprocate and cry your hearts out however after that few days tell yourself that you are pretty/handsome and it's those people that dumped you loss. (: I will continue this later.

Why why am I not over you. Every time I got to turn back and look at you eng class whenever I see you I don't feel anything but I still want to see you just once. Why? :(